As much as I would like to let the guys support you in this one, I think I’d like to shoulder this for you, if that’s alright…?
And I’m so sorry for your loss.
I’m also frustrated for you that things aren’t going your way. That it’s all messed up and that you’re stressed…but if there’s something that I’ve come to terms with, is that with something like this?
Let yourself breakdown. Cry. Let yourself feel…
It…took me a long time to realize that sometimes, crying is all you can do and that’s it’s ok to do so.
You’ve got a lot going on, and resting on your shoulders. I’m sure if you let yourself cry, you might feel better after. And hey, if you wanna cry somewhere no one will here you, I’ll hide you away against my chest till you’re done, and no one will be the wiser.
Take a deep breath Babe, I swear, I’m right here, through all of it.
I swear to the six I’m trying to control my temper, but when I hear that your family is badgering you about you needing to lose weight, when you’re already a good looking guy as it is? That your body type is just fine as it is?
I wanna punch something…
I mean I don’t get it?!
Are they trying to make you compete with me? Are they using my body type as an excuse to get you to try to lose your soft edges? Cause if they are I swear that I am going to come over there and give them the biggest piece of my mind…!
I’m sorry. I kinda lost my temper there, and I know that’s not what you’re looking for, or what you need right now. I don’t mean to get like that, I just. I mean, you’re fine.
Losing weight, or being what some call ‘thin’ is not healthy for you. Ugh, I’m doing it again…sorry.
Look, do me a favor.
The next time they badger you, stand your ground. Tell them it’s something you no longer want to talk about and to drop the subject. It might take a couple reminders though…
If it helps, think of me standing right behind you, my hand on your shoulder to support you as you remind them that your body is your own, and you’re fine as you are.
You do know that the more you keep remindin’ me that you’re short that makes me just wanna pick you up, spin you around then kiss all over your face right? You have no idea just how much I love hearing you squeal, then giggle as I do so.
And no, no matter how many times you complain about being ‘fluffy’ I think you’re just right.
I’m sorry I’m not there with you right now though. By the time you see this, we should just be reaching the Vesperpool to finish up a hunt, then I’ll come running straight back to you.
Nothing will stop me from getting back to you in a hurry this time.
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