I wonder if this is more of a blessing in disguise.
I’m sorry Darling but, from what you are telling me, if she turned on you in such a way and then convinced those that you were mutual friends with that you were the problem….then they were very very toxic, and harmful to you.
Please understand, that I want you to be healthy and happy in all aspects of your life, and this person does not sound as if she was one that was either of those things for you.
But…I also understand how the loss of someone close to you creates a hole that cannot be filled. I only hope in time, Darling that the pain of that loss eases in time.
Hey Babe,
I get what Iggy’s trying to say, and I agree. This person sounds as if they were bad for you, and it would have probably gotten worse. But…I know, I’m sorry. Iggy’s preached at you enough about it, it’s just that we worry about you. Y’know?
But, regardless, no matter what happens, or what anyone says about you, we’ll be here. You can always, always count on us. Okay?
Yes it’s a real service. I do volunteer work for a rape crisis support service in my city and texting is one of the features we provide as well. But just to boost its credibility, I tried it myself:
reblog to save lives!
You can also text “Steve” to 741741 if you’re a young person of color. The website for more info is stevefund.org
My understanding is that it’s more multicultural and some folks feel more comfy with that in mind!
^^^^^THIS
get help guys, please. if you’re hurting, don’t let that hurt consume you. seek help.
I never knew this. It’s spectacular.
THIS is what I was looking for a few weeks ago when I was in crisis; reblog to save a life!
Hey doll! I got something different for you. A scenario with the chocobros and a female s/o. Listen to the song “Female” by Keith Urban and write the first thing that comes to mind for you. I hope it was okay to ask about a song inspired request.
A/N: Hell yeah, girl/woman power! So this is the first that came to mind for the Chocobros. Hope it’s good and that you like it! 😀
GLADIO
You could feel Gladio’s eyes on you as soon as the monsters showed up and you all had to battle for the first time in your journey. Even though you had trained countless times with your boyfriend Gladio, you could tell he felt anxious because it would be your first real life fight.
Minding your own business, you assisted Ignis in battling one of the enemies. You were focused, yet didn’t find much difficulty in the task. Ignis in fact praised you for your ‘excelent performance’.
Going on to the next one, this time assisted by Noctis as he warped next to you, you centered your attention on your target. The boys grunted and ran around you, attacking and evading hits.
“Y/N” Gladio called you over his shoulder, distracted.
“Yeah” You replied, your eyes never leaving the creature before you.
“How you holding up, babe?”
“Huh?”
Knowing the beast was defeated as you sunk your weapon in it and finished it, you allowed yourself to look at your boyfriend.
Just then, he had won over his own opponent and was looking your direction as well. He watched the dead dualhorn next to you and grinned in spite of himself.
Gladio just watched you being all badass and felt how a proud smirk plastered on his lips, as he was so smitten with you.
“That’s my girl” He proudly said, casting his sword away.
“What did you expect?” Doing the same thing, you coolly raised an eyebrow.
“I thought maybe you needed a hand” Your boyfriend shrugged his broad shoulders.
“I’m offended, Gladdy” You jokingly said, walking closer and pushing him with all your strength. You actually managed to make him totter a little. “I didn’t need your help, thank you very much”
“Won’t make that mistake again, gorgeous” Flirtatiously, he placed a hand on your waist.
“You better not, mister, or I’ll kick your ass” You stood on your tiptoes and lightly brushed your lips against his.
“I know you will, sorry I doubted you” Placing his other hand on the small of your back, he pushed you closer to him so you rested against his chest. “I was just worried about your actual first fight”
“Now you know, you don’t have to worry”
“I sure don’t”
PROMPTO
Girls. Prompto had no problem with them, in fact he adored them. Maybe too much. Let’s just say that Prompto was very nervous to meet you, Noctis’ famous female friend.
He was excited beyond belief, but also terrified. If he was usually kind of shy around people, he became a mumbling mess around girls. Boys were so much easier to talk to! Girls were just so pretty and soft and great! They flustered him.
“Don’t freak out” Noctis told his friend, seeing as he was nervously bouncing his leg up and down in the seat.
“I’m not freaking out” Prompto coolly shrugged, although he was still fidgeting around.
“Here she comes” His friend announced, standing up from the seat they were waiting you in. “Just be yourself, she’ll like you”
“S-Sure” Mimicking his friend, the blond stood up.
You were walking their way, flashing them a bright dazzling smile. Prompto froze when you arrived and stood in front of them.
“You must be Prompto” You took the initiative, offering your hand for him to shake. “I’m Y/N, Noct’s friend”
Seeing as the blond didn’t respond, Noctis glanced at him. The boy was blushing bright red and he was so smitten and flustered that didn’t realize he was supposed to respond, as you expected a reaction.
Smirking in amusement, the prince gently shoved Prompto and the boy finally moved.
“N-Nice to meet you, Y/N!” He replied, perhaps a bit too loudly. “My name is Prompto”
“I know” Far from being bothered by his behavior, you chuckled finding it cute. “We’ve established that”
Noctis laughed as well, glad that you seemed to really like Prompto so far.
“How about we all go to do something together? Maybe get ice cream” The dark-haired boy watched his friend. “What do you say, Prompto? I’m buying”
“Yeah! Sure” Trying to get ahold of himself and managing to dedicate them a wide smile, he nodded.
“What flavors are you guys getting?”
“Tutti frutti!“ You and Prompto replied at the same time.
You two giggled and warmly smiled at each other. You had a feeling you would get along really well.
IGNIS
Women. Ignis was fascinated by such lovely, elegant and beautiful people. How they were delicate but also strong, courageous and soft. That was why his eyes wouldn’t leave you, the girl sitting in the bench not too far from him.
How you looked extremely sweet and your smile was tender and bright, how your piercing eyes were focused on the pages of the book you were reading. There was something about you, he couldn’t tell what, that made you special. Even more so than women in general.
Suddenly feeling extremely shy just thinking about it, the man wondered if he should approach you and talk to you. He definitely felt drawn to you and wanted to just give you a compliment.
Resolving to simply do it before he could think too much about it, Ignis stood up from the bench he was sitting in and calmly walked over to you.
Not to startle you as she seemed so immersed in your book, he softly cleared his throat to announce his presence next to you. That way, your eyes slightly diverted from the pages, still not making contact with him.
“Excuse me, miss” Ignis said as politely and charmingly as he could.
“Yes?” You spoke up in a soft and friendly voice, despite the fact that he could tell you were somewhat wary of what he had to say.
“Sorry to disturb you” Gallantly, he bowed his head down. “I merely wanted to compliment you on how beautiful you look”
The wary expression soon dissapeared from your face and was replaced with a wide grin. Interested in him as much as he was on you, you closed the book -holding your thumb in the current page -and locked eyes with him.
“What’s your name, sir?” You asked cheerfully.
“Ignis Scientia, at your service” To further present his charming persona, he courteously bowed to you.
“My name is Y/N” Amused and enthused about the interaction, you lifted an eyebrow. “Do you like coffee, Ignis?”
“I love coffee, Y/N” He dedicated you a sober smile. “Especially Ebony”
“It so happens that I love coffee too” You shrugged gracefully. “Care to show me a good place to have a nice cup of coffee?”
“Why, of course” Ignis offered her his hand. “It would be my pleasure”
Gladly, you took his hand and stood up from the bench.
“Shall we then?”
Ignis nodded, and the two of you started walking.
NOCTIS
You couldn’t really understand how Noctis managed such a loving yet smug smirk at the same time. Yet, as he looked at you, your boyfriend dedicated you that very same smile.
Hand in hand, you two wandered around the streets of the Citadel, happy to have some time to yourselves.
Suddenly, some guy bumped into you, his shoulder clashing with yours with so much strength that it made you wobble and Noctis’ hand had to stabilize you.
You looked at that guy as he kept on walking, the jerk hadn’t even apologized or acknowledged your existence. There were so many nice boys around, yet there always had to be jerks too.
You would have let it slide if he apologized or even looked at you, but you weren’t gonna let him get away with being so rude.
“Learn some manners, stupid!” You exclaimed over your shoulder to him.
You could feel Noctis tense up next to you, wondering what was gonna happen and if he had to intervene.
“I just bumped into you, it’s not a crime” The guy shrugged it off, daring to finally stop walking and make eye contact with you.
“Maybe you should have at least apologized” You calmly challenged him.
Noctis snickered, amused by the stupid face the other guy made.
“What are you gonna do to me?” The stupid guy huffed. “You’re just a girl”
You opened your mouth to reply, just to be interrupted by a guffaw coming from Noctis’ mouth. You turned to him, wondering what he found so funny.
“Dude, she’s gonna kick your ass” Noctis crossed his arms, a smirk present on his lips.
You held your chin up in pride, flattered by his words and how much he believed in you.
“I don’t need to” You lifted an eyebrow, challenging the guy. “Because this moron is gonna skeddadle before I have to, right?”
The guy held his head down, like a scared little puppy, and just left in shame while mumbling a low ‘sorry’.
everyone sharing their twitters and other social media in case of this website experiencing an all-out collapse. not me. use the information you’ve learned about me to track me down. piece together the cryptic clues i have left throughout my blog over the years in preparation of this day to decipher the location of our future meeting. i’ll be waiting
my god this was my exact mood when writing my post
Tumblr was deemed too full of inappropriate content to be allowed to be downloaded from the app store.
It has this “inappropriate” problem because of rampant porn ad bot accounts. The old solutions were bots to detect image sets with nsfw content, the automatically enabled safe mode, tag filtering for mobile, and wide takedowns of nsfw bots based on words used (that’s why their messages are full of numbers and symbols, to evade this)
Tumblr released their own bot supposedly capable of wiping the ad bots, but it’s taking down many popular blogs, possibly due to sheer amounts of posting or sheer amounts of ad bots in their notes. This bot was likely rushed to be put out.
You are more likely to be accidentally flagged if you post external links, as well. If your acct is taken down you CAN get it back, but it’s a pain. E-mail tumblr support for help with this. It takes down side blogs with the main ones.
I’ll be halting posts for about a week or until this problem is fixed.
I’m sorry but it is Peak Tumbeler Dot Hell that staff continually ignored a problem that pretty much ever actual user on this site has complained about until they faced Actual Real Consequences for not doing literally anything about it and now instead of slowly introducing more and more software to accurately identify and remove porn bots over a long period of time they’re scrambling to delete the “excessive inappropriate content” by just deleting blogs properly marked “nsfw”, have a lot of posts with links in them, or who may unknowingly have a large porn bot following truly a job well done lads
She’s bisexual! and she’s currently in a polyamorous relationship with Rakan and Xayah, not polygamy. I didn’t actually know there was a difference until I started delving into this ship tbh, I learned a lot!
these are her thoughts Constantly every waking moment because she can and will kill for that girl
but in all seriousness when they meet she’s stunned, because this isn’t a vastaya. this is a girl from a tribe lost to kitic’s kind, from before vastaya were the way they were. she’d have so many questions, she’d want to sit with neeko and ask her everything she possibly can until her mind is numb and soul is full.
neeko is the key to kitic’s life-long quest, and she hopes that in time she can gain her trust and experience the wonders neeko knows.
A/N: Oh dear, I hope you’re feeling at least a little better since you first dropped this request in my inbox ❤ Hopefully these make you feel all cared for and doted on 🙂 All SFW below! 😀 Headcanons for Gladio and Ravus below the cut 😀
He’ll Take Care of You | Sick!S/O Headcanons (w/ Gladio and Ravus)
You’re felt absolutely horrible. You didn’t want to move, wanting to only stay in the warm safety of your covers, huddled up with a box of tissues and your all encompassing misery. Being sick was literally the worst! There was nothing else in the world that could bring you as close to tears as being sick brought you. In such a condition, let us see what your boyfriend would do!
MY DUDE. I’ve been working on this for ages and I just finished it like–i love it. School’s been kicking my butt, but I managed to get this done! It turned into more than headcanons buuuut… it’s great
Mermaid!Bros Meeting Their Soulmates!
Noctis
It was a cold ass day when you met him. The sky was overcast with a sharp chill that rattled your bones and you were perched on the edge of a pier
You didn’t know why you were out there, but something told you that you had to be there
You were staring out over the water when the weird pull that brought you there started tugging at your stomach
It was then that you saw it
The flash of color in the waves: a deep blue sprouting from the water before it disappeared once again
Then the tug
It was a tug so strong that you were launching to your feet, leaning over to get a better look
Then you fell in
The water was freezing as it enveloped you, the chill clinging to your skin as pinprick needles seemed to stab into you
You couldn’t move
It was so cold; too cold
You were falling down and down and down and–you couldn’t breath
Your lungs were burning and your skin was freezing and you clothes were clinging and you just kept sinking
Then, you stopped
Something warm was touching you, wrapping around you as you were propelled to the surface
The second you felt the cold air against your face, you were gasping. Fresh air flowed into your lungs, but you couldn’t let go of the warmth
You were clinging to it, pressing your face into it and letting it carry you as you tried to catch your breath
“You okay?”
His voice was lazy as it reached your ears, the sound causing your heart to stutter as you looked up and saw his face
And it was fucking beautiful. His eyes fell on your own and it was as if time stopped
You sat in his arms, moving with the waves as you clung to his warmth and stared with wide eyes. He stared back, his lips parted in a soft O and his blue-grey eyes just as wide as yours
You blinked and the spell was broken, although the tug in your gut was noticeably gone, replaced by a soft longing in your heart
You looked down, expecting to see a pair of human legs. There were none. Instead, a long, sleek tail was gently waving in the water, keeping you two afloat
You gasped again, startled as you were clinging to him even more
“Oh, yeah. Don’t mind that.” He said. You felt his shoulders move as he shrugged, but it was near impossible to take your eyes off of his scaled tail
Only when a violent shiver racked through your body did you look back at him, seeing his face so much closer to yours
He looked at you, staring at your nose and your eyes and taking it all in
“You know,” He began, his voice somehow heard over the crashing waves, “When my dad told me all merfolk have soulmates, I didn’t think mine would be human,” He was smiling, a sense of humor laced into his tone. “But we can talk about it later.”
He was already swimming towards the shore, only stopping when the water was too low for him to swim
You didn’t want to let go, and neither did he. You both sat in the wet sand, his warm arms wrapped around you like a blanket
“Your highness!” The voice was sharp, demanding
He looked up for a milisecond, eyes wide before glancing back at you. “Come back tomorrow,” His words were fast and he was already letting go, but you still clung to his wet skin, refusing to move.
“Promise you’ll be back?” Your voice was so soft that he was surprised he could hear it
Rather than say yes, his head dipped down. His lips were resting against yours’, still warm against your cold skin. It ended to soon.
“A mermaid’s kiss is a promise–and that goes for mermen too,” he smiled at you, leaning forward and gracing your forehead with another kiss before he disappeared beneath the waves and left you stunned and surprised
You didn’t know his name, and you didn’t know how true his words were, but you would still be back tomorrow
You didn’t think your heart would be able to survive otherwise
Prompto
The sun was bright, the sand was warm, and you were happily getting sunburned on the beach
You had grown up in that town on the ocean, happily soaking up the mildly salty sea air as time went on
You grew up listening to weird tales of half fish people who stole things left near the ocean and replaced them with the ocean’s bounty
Of course, when you were younger, you decided to test this theory
Spoiler alert: it was true
You left all sorts of things on the pier: old toys you didn’t want, funny looking rocks, costume jewelry, bottles, plastic food that came in those giant packages at the store…
And when you came back the next day, they would always be gone. There was always something in its place
Sometimes there would be a shell or a piece of coral, other times there were sparkling pieces of ocean glass or strangely shaped driftwood. One time, there had been a dead fish, but you only screamed and kicked it back in the water (it had been a rough day and you didn’t get any more fish afterwards)
You had long since stopped leaving things on the pier or receiving things from the ocean, but today was a bit different
You hadn’t meant to leave you favorite necklace in the sand, but it had happened. When you realized it, the sun was steadily lowering in the distance but you promised yourself you’d be quick and could only hope for it to be resting where you had been
You froze when you saw someone in the sand, peering at a chain in their hand
You had never seen him before and couldn’t place the messy blonde hair or the freckled skin, and as your gaze lowered, you gasped
He had no legs. In fact, instead, he had a giant fish tail
It was glimmering in the sunset, with long, flowing fins that seemed to burn the brightest golds and splayed out onto the sand like a flowing skirt
You must have been staring too long
He looked up, his eyes meeting yours
Honestly, you think that was when you were smitten: the second you looked into his cornflower blue eyes
Your feet were bringing you to him, slowly and quietly. You hadn’t even noticed
He looked so scared, his eyes big and fearful, he was inching back towards the waves, your necklace dangling in his hand
He had reached the water, and with a splash, he was gone
“Hey–wait!” Your call was useless, he was gone in a flash with nothing but a seaspray and flash of gold left behind
You came back the next day. And the next. And the next. You kept coming back, wanting to meet the strange man with the fish tail and to get your necklace back. At least, that’s what you told yourself
You couldn’t deny the burning curiosity in your stomach or the longing in your heart
An entire month passed before you saw him again. That day, you decided you weren’t leaving the dock until you saw his freckled face again. In fact, you brought something else to trade, a small earring that you had long since lost the other half to
He didn’t show up all day, just like the days before, but you weren’t about to leave. However, you did fall asleep
That night, as you laid on the dock underneath the moon, there was a loud splash on the dock that had you stirring in your sleep
Outside of your dreams, the same merman from earlier was perched on the dock, soaking wet
He was surprised to see you there, fast asleep with a soft snore escaping your mouth
Slowly, he reached towards the hand curled near your face, something small in hand. He let it fall into your palm, completing the trade, and turned to leave
He stopped, however, his eyes catching sight of the sparkling piece in your other hand
Sparkling things were always his downfall, and he wasn’t about to deny what he could only conclude was a gift for him, but he also had nothing else to trade
Still, he reached forward, his deft fingers gently lifting the small treasure from your hand
He smiled as he examined it, lost in its sparkle and lost in the memories of the costume jewelry that you had often left when you both were nothing more than children.
He had to admit that he also had some feelings for you then and often waited for you to return and find the offerings he had left
Only when he saw you on that beach and when you saw him did things click and he realized why he was so attached to you: one, simple human
He smiled, his hand reaching forward to gently touch your face
His hand was so cold against your dry cheek, and you woke up, jumping up and startling the poor merman
“Oh my god.” You were the first one to speak, your eyes big and your voice quiet
He looked like a cow caught in headlights. His eyes kept flickering to the water, his muscles tensing. He moved to jump.
“Wait! Please!”
He paused at your voice, his heart aching as you begged. He turned, looking at you curiously
Your eyes flickered to something around his neck, catching sight of the silver chain and the familiar pendant. “Wait–is that my necklace?”
He glanced away, looking rather sheepish. “Yeah–well–uh, we traded?” His voice was higher, so much normal sounding than what you thought. If it wasn’t for the fish tail, you would’ve thought he was a normal human
“Traded–?” You paused, feeling a light weight in your hand. Looking down, you opened your clenched fist to see a small, glittering pearl resting in your palm. Nostalgia clawed at your heart, reminding you of the small gifts you had found on the dock as a child. You smiled.
“It’s beautiful.”
“Yeah… reminded me of you.”
You looked up, stunned at the compliment. Even under the moonlight, you could see his blush.
“I always thought that, even when we were kids.” He admitted, his face growing redder.
It was that statement that made you realize–he was the one who left those presents on the pier. Your smile only grew and you threw yourself at him, wrapping your arms around his wet figure as he let out a surprised “Whoa!”
You pulled away, blushing as much as him despite your now wet clothes. “I always did wonder who left those presents.”
His smile was shy as he looked at you, only for a loud splash nearby to direct his attention elsewhere. “Ah damn,” He sighed, “I gotta go.” He looked at you, his eyes filled with questions. “Listen,” He leaned forward, “I’ll come back tomorrow night, okay? Same time.” There was a nervous edge to his smile as you nodded.
He paused, glancing around before making his decision. He shot forward, and it took a moment of surprise for you to realize the warmth on your lips was from his. He pulled away after a moment, blushing even more than earlier as he leaned towards the edge of the pier
“What was that for?” You were blushing just as much as him, your voice slightly breathless
He paused, perching on the edge of the dock with a slight smile as he held up your earring in his hand. “I don’t have anything with me except–well, except my feelings.”
This time, it was you who shot forward and left a small kiss on his lips. You pulled away with a devilish edge to your smile, “Guess now you owe me another present.”
He laughed. It was wonderful, filling the night and leaving you with the distinct ache to hear it again. “I guess I do, huh?” He grinned, before glancing back at the water. “But it’ll have to wait.”
He slid off the dock, leaving a splash of water and a flash of the same bright gold behind. You promised yourself you’d be back the next night, after all, you think he might have stolen your heart alongside that earring
Ignis & Gladio: We can’t act on our feelings. Our duty comes first. It would be improper. We mustn’t let ourselves get carried away. :
Noct: I have feelings but I don’t know how to express them. I also don’t want the guys to think they HAVE to do things for me because I’m the Prince. :
Prompto: WOOO HEY LET’S ALL MAKEOUT!!! x3
Guess who’s back? As I mentioned I will make content with more fandoms than just Final Fantasy XV but I won’t leave those derps alone and will slowly start writing crossover Headcanons. Enjoy your stay~
You know if the Final Fantasy XV Guys would show up in Kingdom Hearts their world would be overrun by Heartless, right?
Chocobros – At first, they were: Great, more Daemons – But these things don’t really die? – No matter how many they kill they come back – Noctis is not happy about this – Prompto screeched so high pitched when one of these things crawled up his back, Dave’s dog heard him a mile away – Ignis wants to understand them as soon as possible – Gladio stands in the field trying to murder them five hours after everyone else went back to camp – Just him – Having a blast – A negative blast – “You think I can try and cook one of these?” – “Iggy, for the love of the gods, don’t!” – Prompto takes a thousand fight pictures – If he doesn’t take that chance he might as well burn his camera – Contact Cor because this is getting out of hand and they need a plan – Also, Prompto wants to snap some pictures of Cor fighting the bigger Heartless
Ardyn – First of all, how dare these foul creatures to interrupt his plan? – This is his world – His kingdom – He chose to destroy it first – They don’t have a say in this – He won’t share
Ravus – For the love of the gods, these things are really after his sister – They’re worse than everyone else – As soon as these things pop up all around Eos he asks Ardyn what this is about – When even the Chancellor doesn’t know he makes sure none of these creatures come too close to Lunafreya
Aranea – Heartless appear everywhere – Aranea doesn’t care at first – Heartless start to inconvenient her – Aranea sends out her mercenaries to wreck those things – Seriously where do they come from? – Why are they so persistent? – She’s not happy about them.
She’s delicate, easily offended in most circumstances, though he knows it’s a coping mechanism against a world that has wronged her one time too many. She snaps back at the slightest of criticism, and runs when things get too hard to face head on. He wants to tell her to be open minded and tolerant, but he also accepts that she will find her way on her own— it is only a matter of time and personal first hand experience.
He finds it hard to let her hurt by herself, but he knows he can’t make every blow to her pride as soft as feather kisses. She will need to find her own way, and deal with the pain in her own right. It hurts him to see her hurt, but he has no choice— and he comes to realise that she does not neither.
She worries for him, and he knows it, but he has a job to do. So he bites his tongue and doesn’t answer her questions. Is it dangerous? Is he hurt? Will he be back soon?
The answers to these questions… he does not know. So he says nothing, and inevitably, she cries for him.
He doesn’t like it when she cries, but he cannot help it. She will not leave him to fulfil his duty guilt free either, and he has never been more grateful for her stubborn streak. He doesn’t want to be alone. He wants to be selfish, and he wants to see her cry… because, then of course, that means she cares a great deal— and he wants someone to care more than he does.
She does and this makes him weak at the knees and strong in the heart.
He finds that the world knows him as a shield, and he knows himself as the King’s Shield… but she is his shield.
She is his light.
She is his hope and endurance. His courage and his fear. She is all, and nothing— all at once.
He finds himself frustrated. She’s so delicate. She’s on the verge of breaking.
Augh why do i do this to myself.. I haven’t slept at all from yesterday, but my creative juices are flowing.. I needa make this i was going to try and find someone to send a request in for this but i am gonna do it myself.
Anyway! Feel free to throw request into my ask! I like to see what you guys want, and honestly i am weak in trying to make something up, but i can do it.. Just need a little time.
Warnings – Mentions of abuse, trauma, pain and suffering, panic attacks, and all right angst.
The bros s/o you struggled with a family problem, with emotional problems most of your life. From the abuse from family, to the ragging, the pain and suffering that has lead to horrible nightmares, part of you refusing to sleep just because of these nightmares. Seeing you parents face in your dreams, the things they have said and drilled into your mind, it’s hard to try and get over it but slowly.. You are doing it, slowly the nightmares have started to fade. Yet on some nights they come back full force and rattle you to the bone. Tonight, it’s one of those nights where it comes crashing down on you.
Noctis
It was at camp that the nightmare hit you full force
Maybe around noonish when it came
The nightmare came around the normal downtime you all had at times, and Noctis just about dragged you into the tent for a nap.
He wanted to get some time away from the guys to, just you and him.
It was a peaceful nap, almost a lazy feel around the haven.
Ignis was going over his notebook making note of supplies, and making a small list of what to get at the next town
Prompto was playing games on his phone before swapping to his camera to clean it and half pay attention to a idle game on his screen
Gladio was half asleep himself as he was trying to read a book in his chair by the burnt out fire pit.
It was peaceful, not to mention the air around them was calm, the small breeze and bids.
Until a loud scream came from inside the tent, a panicked scream with desperate sobs and a yelp from noctis.
——
The Scream is what woke Noctis as well as you’re body jerking up and causing his head to fall off your chest where he rested his head. Startled awake it took Noctis a few seconds to collect himself and take notice what was going on. Blinking a few times from the sudden light from the tent being opened and the rest of the guys looking concerned before noctis looked to you.
You had a wide eyed panicked stare at the ground, breathing was heavy and hard as sweat was dripping down your face, it felt like you’re whole body was locked up in it’s panic. “Shit..” was all Noctis could mumbled before he sat up fully placing a hand on your shoulder. “y/n?…. Hey y/n?” his voice would be a little tired and sleepy as he rubbed you’re shoulder. Pulling a blanket from the mess inside of the tent he wrapped it around your shoulders pulling you closer to him slowly.
Waving a hand at the guys who held the tent open ignis gave a small nod before shooing them away to leave you and Noctis alone. Trembling in his grip he whispered to you. “Hey… it’s okay… breath, just… try to relax and breath… it’s only a nightmare, you’re doing great” he would just about drag you into his lap as he would kiss your head wrapping his arms around you keeping you as close as he could. Taking his hand he would carefully remove the tears that slid down you’re cheeks, his touch was warm and light, scared he might harm you or startle you.
It took some time but the trembling slopped and you let out a long breath before slowly turning your head to him and frowning as you’re bottom lip trembled trying to keep your emotions inside. “It’s okay… “ Noctis gave you caring words as he rubbed you’re back and arm. It was a caring soft touch he always gave you almost like he was scared you might fear his touch. Yet it something you just about craved from him. “Noctis? y/n?” ignis called from the tent flap, his voice was careful and didn’t open it scared he might startle you. “I have {you fav warm drink}… for y/n if she would like it..” “yea… put it inside? Please?”
Ignis slowly opened the flap to slide the drink inside for you, steam was coming from the tin mug Ignis placed it inside. Just, you felt a sob rip it’s way from your body the moment you seen Ignis a little, in your mind you where a mess, a ugly mess. Noct turned his attention away from Ignis hearing you’re sob and frowned a little before wrapping you up more in your blanket. “Hey… it’s just Iggy.. you’re fine, it happens… “ cleaning your cheeks you shook your head. “It’s not fine.. Noct..i..i am..” “you’re safe… you’re beautiful..caring.. Loving… perfect to me” You’re mind was quiet, blank… taking his words and holding them close you felt another sob come from you as you turned yourself to be closer to him. “They cant hurt you anymore… and if they would even dare to try..they would have to get past me.. And the guards when i am king.. I want you to be there as my [King/Queen] y/n…”
Nocts leaned back holding you close to him, careful of his feet not to knock over your drink Ignis left inside.. It would need to be warmed up later as you where finding more comfort in you’re princes arms. “I swear… i will keep you safe…. Me and the guys” he mumbled rubbing you’re back slowly taking his hand higher to run it in you’re h/l h/c locks. Feeling his fingers in your hair, made you relax even more, not to fall asleep, but to feel comforted.
Words – 648
Prompto
It was a more struggling place when you woke from the nightmare
It was more harsh, you’re body twitched and shaked, the blood curdling scream that was torn from you
It wasn’t the best place to have this nightmare as it was in the back seat of the regalia.
Ignis felt his heart leap from his chest.
Noctis was started in his half drowsy state in the front seat.
Gladio dropped his book in surprise
Prompt panicked.
Pure panic
He knew about your problems as he was a long time friend and lover.
Knowing you from highschool with the problems, he would always have you at his home, in his arms to try and help you escape the madness that was you’re family.
To get away from all that abuse you’re felt, the pain and suffering they did you you’re body as well as your mind.
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Ignis jumped in the seat almost slamming on the breaks from the scream that tore it’s way from your mouth. Looking back in the mirror at you he was slightly glaring until he seen you’re state, Prompto was desperately trying to grab your hands as you started to trash in the backseat. Taking Gladio by surprise as you kicked his leg from trashing. “Y/N!” prompto shouted as he turned himself in the seat to try and get you to face him.
Gladio grabbed you’re leg a little to hard as it kicked him again making your eyes dart open and the panic set in. frantically looking around you’re could hear the harmful words, feel the rough painful hands holding you down “NO! STOP!” you cried in sobs. Ignis was quick to turn the car to the side of the rode, as Prompto was desperate to get your attention. The care came to a stop as ignis turned in his seat to look at you as Prompto was calling your name, telling you it was him, to stop flailing around. Trying to get your attention and stop you from harming him or ourself. “Please… i…im sorry” you sobbed out as you’re arms started to relax.
“y/n.. Hey… it’s okay, look it’s me Prompto… hey, just.. Listen okay, i’m right here” he said softly moving his head to try and catch your eyes. It took awhile but you’re eyes locked on him with a sniffle. This wasn’t you’re first episode, it has happened a few times before with the guys around. With sobs taking over your body you reached out for Prompto clinging to him. Prompto was quick to take you into his arms as he kissed your head with small whispers that it was only a dream. The other guys glanced at each other before Gladio tapped Nocts seat in front of him. “Why don’t.. We look for a spot for camp.. It’s getting late see if there is a haven around here”
The others didn’t make a sound as they nod getting up from there seats to head out of the car and away from the two of you to let you have a small moment together and collect yourself again. “Prom… they… they” “Shhh…. It’s okay… y/n it was a nightmare, they are long gone okay?” you body shivered from just thinking about them as he held you close. Leaning on the side of the seat he was able to turn you to lay on him as he held you. He might looked skinny and weak but he had strong arms that he kept around you in a strong grip.
It took a while of calming you down and carefully walking for you to calm down and the tears to dry up, as you’re voice was small. Prompto refused to let you go, placing small kisses on your head. He didn’t want to let you go, didn’t want you to feel alone. He hated it when you both were younger and before you left insomnia. Having to let you go, letting you go back to that horrible household the screaming and yelling the pain. Sitting up you rubbed your eyes as they felt dry from crying so much.
There was a soft crunch of shoes making Prompto turn his head quickly to see who it was. The guys came back as Ignis came to the car first. “We.. found a Haven not to far from here… would you two like to stay in the regalia?” Prompto looked down at you before you gave a small nod. “Yea..for now, we um.. We will come to camp in a bit” Ignis gave a small nod before turning away with the other two walking with them to start heading back and set up camp. For now… Prompto just wanted to hold you and keep you close to try and keep the memories and nightmares away.
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Gladio
When it hits, it’s late at night
It was by accident you fell asleep, well to you, Gladio was glad you finally fell asleep.
You and Gladio did get another room for you two as the other three would share one.
You were feeling a little clingy to Gladio after a small hunt left you with a bandaged arm. It was killing you and the small pain in your shoulder.
Gladio was sitting in a chair playing cards with the others.
You sat in his lap curled in a ball with a blanket over you you’re hurt shoulder pressed into him as it was nice and the added heat helped.
It was a nice small game, the guys felt calm as it was more of a window time. Gladio was half paying attention as he was watching you
It had been a few days from the last time you slept.
It was nice and peaceful, well… almost.
Gladio was looking at his phone at a text from iris asking something and having small chat with him. Gladio smiled a little when she asked about you. He was going to reply, but you started to move a little. Then you jumped with a scream and crying scrambling to the floor from Gladios lap. Lucky Gladio was a little more faster and was able to grab you to stop you from hitting your head on the small table they had in the middle with cards and drinks on it . Gladios phone paid the price instead as it landed on the table with a cracking sound. Well there was a new crack on his phone, but he didnt care.
His grip was strong around you and you’re legs as he pulled you back, just you tried to push his arms away, the panic that set in your body was pure, and terrified. The tears that ran down your face. Gladio was caught off guard when you hit his shoulder hard in a panic to try and get him to let you go, you’re breathing was picked up and felt like there was much more less oxygen in the air, almost like someone was strangling you.
“Y/N!! Y/N!!’ Gladio has to shout as he moved your hands to place them in your lap. With a worried look on his face. He has felt the results of you’re nightmares, and episodes, but they seemed to get a little more harder to try and get you out of them the longer you stay awake. Gladio kept you’re hands in your lap with one of his hands as he rubbed your lower back. He was quiet and ignored the others. Noctc was confused with an eyebrow raised. Prompto was scared out of his sleepy posture and Ignis worse a worried look on his face. Ignis was the only one of the four you really opened up with, well other then Gladio who knew why you had these nightmares.
It took a moment before you could really come thou, feeling Gladios hand on your lower back you took a deep breath closing your eyes as tears fell down you’re cheeks. Starting to shake Gladio brought you closer to his chest before keeping you in his arms. “I’m going to take her back to the room for tonight…” taking you as well as his jacket and phone he left for the room across the hall from the guys. The room was dimly lit but you didn’t pay any mind to it as your face was hidden in Gladios chest.
You had his tank top in a death grip clinging to him, holding onto him like he was you’re lifeline, he was keeping you grounded and safe, shielding you away from your fears. Gladio was quiet as he walked to the bed in the room. Sitting on the hotel bed and ow it shifted under him. Gladio didn’t say anything as he sat there with you looking at you. The tears burned your eyes as you tried to muffle the cries into his chest to be hidden. “Y/N… you can cry… you don’t need to hide it… It was all a nightmare, no one is going to harm you.. Yell at you.. Scream for anything” His voice was light and gave a small rumble in his chest as he spoke. Sniffling he brought you closer to him, trying to keep you as close as he could. “Gladio…” you whispered to him looking up with e/c eyes.
With a small hum he looked down at you move strands of h/l /hc out of you’re face to touch your cheek as lightly as he could, he was at times scared he would hurt you because of his size. Always careful in his touches and hold he held you. “It… it…” “hey… you don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to… dont force yourself” You looked at him for a moment before the tears glossed your eyes again. “I..i was so scared Gladio” With a small cry again he held you closer as he closed his eyes. “It.. it was that night.. I..i…” Gladio was quiet letting you try and talk. He knew what you talked about. It was around the last few years with the family. You and Gladio started a relationship. He remembers it as he opened the door to the Amicitia household to find you in tears, marks and bruises all on your body, a large hoodie he gave you and it was torn on the arm. Seeing you soaked in water with only a small sling bag shivering.
Gladio frowned thinking back, he was so worried dragging you into the house, poor iris was confused seeing you in a state, and even worse his father had seen you like that. You refused to move away from Gladios side, scared to say anything, fearful of his father if he moved to fast. It was also the night you left that cruel home, let the pain and suffering away from that hell.
Gladio was able to get his father to do something and remove you from that place, letting you stay with them, luckily you were outta school and didn’t need to worry, just… you always had a fear that you’re family was looking over your shoulder watching you, following you and ready to pounce each time you close your eyes. “Hey… y/n.. Remember what i said?” looking at him you were confused. “Um…?” it was blank in your mind as you sniffled using your palm of your hand to rub your nose and face sitting up more to lean on his shoulder looking at him. “I told you… i would be your shield to… anything that wants to harm you has to go through me first” with a small whine it formed into more tears and a sob as you wrapped your arms around his neck. crying into his shoulder and neck you cling to him. Holding you he slowly leaned back to lay with you. “I love you y/n… i always will and i am going to keep my promise in keeping you safe.”
Words – 1040
Ignis
Fighting sleep you sat on the ground next to the fire at camp.
It was a late night, the others where already inside of the tent asleep
You and Ignis sat on a small blanket next to the fire taking in the silence and warm fire.
Another blanket was wrapped around you both relaxing. Ignis felt himself start to get tired but he fought it.
You tho.. You passed out on his arm holding his hand.
Ignis was glad to see you asleep.
Closing his eyes he relaxed listening to the fire, a soft crackle in the quiet air, well.. Almost. He felt you’re hand twitch a few times and a whine come from your lips.
The it happened.
With a scream you jerked yourself away from Ignis falling back, startled awake you frantically looked around in a panic, Ignis jumped at the sudden movement unsure of what happened before he tried to get ahold of your arm, well that was a little to slow as you’re hand touched the hot embers in the fire pit, with another scream pulling your hand away with tears falling down your face, you started to panic, started to have memories come back mixed with the nightmare. You didn’t notice Ignis, didn’t see Gladio rush out of the tent his sword already in his hand as well as Prompto with his gun and noctis half asleep with a spear.
Ignis got to you’re side as you curled into yourself on the ground breathing heavily while sobbing. “y/n? Hey…. love, love please i need you to calm you’re breathing” Ignis said as he tried to move to see your hand. All he could get from you was a panicked sob and that you kept repeating the words you’re sorry. Ignis was frowning with pain in his eyes as he knew why you where doing this, the nightmares seemed to be gone for a while, as well as the mind problems. “y/n, i need you to try and listen okay… you’re safe, you’re at camp right now… y/n?”
Standing ht got to the other side to have your face pointed at him, well almost as you curled in. rubbing your arm a little his touch was careful and light, but warm and caring. “y/n?” he called again as you’re shaking slowly stopped. You’re breathing started to get under control as you took a shaky breath in and let it out. Looking up a little you came to see Ignis face, it was filled with worry and fear, let it also help compassion and care. “I…iggy?” you’re voice was light and fearful. He nods as he helps you uncurl yourself, pressing you’re burnt hand down you gasped and sobbed more as you held your hand close to your chest. Ignis was careful to move you as he brought you close to him. Gladio was quiet as he passed him a few motions and a bandage. “Let me see love….” leaning into him you’re hands shook as you shook your head pressing you’re face more into him.
“y/n.. Please i need to see it” placing the potions down he moved a hand to your face to carefully stroke your cheek. “Love?” shaking your hands you stretching it out a little for him to help. “Thank you… you were scared awake and panicked” his voice was light only for you to hear as he took a motion moving some of the cool liquid over your hand healing it. With a hiss of pain you frowned seeing that some of it wasnt still healed. “I-it’s.. Going to scar” you said lightly with a frown. Ignis frowned looking at you as you sniffled looking at the old scar on your hand. The memories seemed to flood our mind, so fresh from the nightmare and the scar them left in your mind
The one time you messed up making a meal, one small error that caused so much pain, the anger they had to you they slammed you’re hand on the hot stove burning the flesh of your hand. The familiar burn and the screaming running in your head. Wincing away from it and ignis hand he let you pull your hand away. “Love… you do know..you are safe now and no one can hurt you like that again” looking at him a little you wanted to sob again as you let him take your hand again to wrap the bandage around it blocking your view from t. “Love… they are long gone.. And you have us here… we will not let them get to you again” with a sniffle you leaned yourself into him as you started to cry again. Ignis sighed softly as he hugged you close. “I promise this love….” he said softly keeping you close and taking the discarded blanket from the ground to wrap you both in.
Words – 698
not gonna lie, this took me way to long, but i was bored and may have been avoiding my art stuff right now and i needed to make you all something ❤
– Queen Anarchy (im sorry if anything is misspelled, i haven’t slept in a long time)
As a salute to the wonder that was ffxv, we all pop our bottles while saluting to the stars, as stand by me by Florence and the Machine plays in the back ground
2015: glitch that basically let people fuck with post formatting and everything looked like this
2018: staff ignored the spambot problem for like years at this point and the app was removed from the app store as a result of the site being absolutely fucking laden with spambots, which finally motivated them to do something about it, resulting in a hastily made protocol to detect bots utterly failing and deleting half of the sites userbase
Gonna put this in this post too –
Contact @staff through the link you are provided if your blog was deleted. Politely explain that you are not just an NSFW blog and they will, more than likely, restore your blog with nothing missing.
Please don’t panic.
Yes, it’s lazy. Yes. its dumb.
I’m not justifying it.
But I just want to say that ever since Tumblr was taken over by parent company Yahoo! which has now been handed to Oath [ A verizon company ], has so many bandaids put on things, that it’s not even funny.
As of today, November 17, 2018, any post with links, any links, even to other tumblr posts, just don’t show up anymore in tumblr’s search engine.
I just found out about it, after I posted a fic with a link to my masterlist and it got little to no notes (it shuldn’t). I was right – the moment I deleted the links, my post magically appeared in the search again. Wow.
Personally my biggest complaint about Ashe is that she doesn’t seem to really exist on a larger scale. She’s the Deadlock Gang and she goes way back with Mccree and that’s it. I’m not saying she needs to join Talon or go traveling, but I think a big part of why people are put off by her is that she doesn’t seem to play a part in any of the bigger conflicts.
By bigger conflicts, I mean:
Talon vs Overwatch (obvious)
Human vs Omnic (pretty much everybody with an opinion on Omnics also all the omnics themselves)
Science for Good vs for Progress (Symmetra, Lucio, Moira, Mercy, Orisa)
Anything with a major influence on the Nation/World
In comparison to the rest of the Overwatch cast, Ashe doesn’t really play into any of these bigger themes. I’m not saying she has to join Overwatch or Talon, but she and the Deadlock gang just don’t seem to be major players on any national or world stage. She’s just a spoiled rich girl running around with a bunch of paid goons around the American Southwest. She doesn’t have any real goal when it comes to the bigger issues.
These problems would actually not be too difficult to fix. Just give Ashe some voice lines with more characters than just Mccree, that would fix the “feeling isolated” problem real quick. And what she says in those voice lines could easily fix the rest of the problems.
For example:
Zarya: You’re omnic friend will betray you one day, criminal.
Ashe: Bob’s more than a friend to me. He’s family.
Ashe: You were a part of Los Muertos? I’ve had …dealings with them before. Very unpleasant dealings.
Sombra: Don’t take it personally, it’s not like you lost anything you couldn’t replace, Elizabeth
Soldier 76: Deadlock was supposed to be cleaned up a long time ago.
Ashe: They certainly tried their best.
Ashe: I’d love to have you in my gang
Bastion: beep bwoo beep bwoop?
(Or alternatively)
Orisa: I am not interested in a life of crime. Sorry.
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