SSS Carmen’s side (#33)

blossattic:

𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 by @belladoesrpmeme

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♥️ [Suddenly feels around the bed to search for the other’s hand / body when they’re sleeping]

It had been a couple of days of dealing with a lot of new details and handicaps on their lives.

No more seeing.
No more talking.

The stress a battle brought upon a body was both taxing and uncomfortable to get used to.

As not knowing his surroundings made him bump and fall.
As dizziness made her sway and stole her consciousness away.

Nights were growing a little longer as was loneliness. 

Recovering time, they said. Withering time, it was.

So it was difficult to reach around at night to meet not familiar sinuous curves or lean strong planes but the cold embrace of solitude and the monsters of self-deprecation.

Incomplete.
Monster.

But there would be a time where their hands would meet the other and the warm of that longed embrace would lull them back to sleep, like in those nights where their lives were simpler and peaceful.

Or when they decided their broken pieces could still fit together and make them whole again.

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