I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare I’m just a kid, I know that it’s not fair Nobody cares, cause I’m alone and the world is Having more fun than me tonight
Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along
1-2-3-4-5 Another week goes by I’m half alive I’m getting sick of faking this I’m over it Don’t wanna wear no suit and tie I gotta live before I die So I’m done, done, done With this ordinary life
What’s the point of being on top, All the money in the world, If I can’t blow it all on on you. So, send the cars back, Put the house on the market, And my big dreams too. Because it’s all so clear, Now without you here, I’m the loser of the year.
Can anybody hear me? Or am I talking to myself? My mind is running empty In the search for someone else Who doesn’t look right through me. It’s all just static in my head Can anybody tell me why I’m lonely like a satellite?
I’ve never been the best at honesty, I’ve made more mistakes than I can even count, But things are gonna be so different now, You make me wanna turn it all around. I think of all the games that I have played, The unsuspecting people that I’ve hurt, Deep inside I know I don’t deserve, Another chance to finally make it work.
I’m staring at the clock, I’m wondering why I’m still here. And my head’s about to pop, I’m thinking that you best stay clear. Oh, how did I get stuck in this predicament, I don’t know. I want to throw this repetition out the window. I’m gettin’ tired, of wondering why I’m still here.
Well, maybe one day I’ll be back on my feet And all of this pain will be gone And maybe it won’t be so hard to be me And I’ll find out just where I belong It feels like it’s taking forever But one day things can get better And maybe my time will come And I’ll be the lucky one
~My Tumblr Back-Up And Stuffs~ 